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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

ONE DOWN.

Yep. Math 18 long exam #1 is officially history. If it's something worth remembering or not is yet to be revealed, although it may take a seriously looong while, according to some reliable sources. Bwahaha... BTW, the next BIG ONE is on July 14. We should really get ready for this "a-lot-harder" (according again to the sources) Long Exam #2.

GO T2!!! :)

Hmm... Aside from that dreaded but fun Math, my day is kinda okay. I'm beginning to not hate Modern Jazz. Although I can't really follow all the steps all the time, I can see myself improving even a very TINY bit. hehe...

Oh, I'd like to promote a stall there in the ADMU Caf. I've been seriously wanting to have that kind of food since I was in Grace, so it's kind of a blessing. hehe... You can buy sandwiches there, and you can choose what you want to have in it. It's a bit expensive, but, I guess, good food deserves a good price. I think it's name is "Food After Thought" or something. I'm not really sure. Just check it out on the second floor. What the hell!!! hmm... they should pay me for this... Maybe 50% off? bwahahaha...

o0o

Something just hit me. Not literally, of course. It's just that being in college could really be fun. It may not be the same kind of fun during the high school days, but it makes me happy in a different way. In high school, it was the fun of being comfortable with everyone and your environment, but in college, in my opinion, it's the fun of discovering. New perspectives. New cultures. And, most importantly, new people. It's basically the fun of getting out of our comfort zones, and doing and learning new things outside our "box."

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

A PIECE.

In just a few minutes, I'm off to ADMU, so i'll just share something I've written during the summer vacation. It's just short. Obviously, I'm too lazy to continue it. :)

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The silence of the night air around the manor was broken. A woman's wail and a strong sound echoed in a room as a powerful force pounded on the floor.

"How could you..." A woman's faltering voice, almost inaudible.

"Oh Shantis, I couldn't stop myself..." A masculine voice loomed in the dead silence. "I was just... I was just... afraid that that you'd leave me. You can't leave me, Leyna. You know you're mine... You're mine."

Outside the door, Lia, a child in silhouette heard everything. Her mother wanted to leave them. Although it was hard to comprehend in her limited mind, she knew that much. That night, she couldn't sleep. She spent the whole night staring at the ceiling as if waiting for the god Shantis to answer her heart's question. By the time the morning god cut his way through the once dark horizon, she knew what she had to do. She will make her mother happy, so she will have no reason to leaVe them. No fights came for several months since then, and Leyna and her father Clay got along well with each other. They were obviously in love like the princes and princesses in the fairy tales Leyna had told her about. They were a family in harmony now, or so she thought.

One day, they went out to eat at a restaurant. Lia was having the best time of her life, as they shared stories with ech other. She had never felt this happy and contented in her life. The sadness of yestermonths faded from her memory replaced by the happiness they now shared. When they arrived home, Leyna brought her to her room, and laid her on her bed. Lia looked at her mother. She had never seen another face more beautiful than hers. Her brunette hair flowed smoothly down her pale complexion with her green eyes radiant reflecting the moonlight.

"You know that I love you, my little Aliandra." Leyna kissed her daughter's forehead.

"I love you too, mother." Lia sat up and laid her head on her mother's bosom as Leyna caressed her ruffled hair. There she felt the warmth of a loving mother. If it were possible, she wanted to stay like this forever. With this feeling, she no longer yearned anything more from the world.

Leyna glanced outside, with the moon beaming on her face. "Lia, look at the goddess that lights the sky. She always provides us her guidance in the night. On the other hand, there are also times when she's not there, we don't know why, but we still have to move on in the darkness. We still have to move on."

She looked at her daughter, and her little angel had already fallen asleep. Carefully, she laid Lia's back on the bed and pulled the comforter to warm her daughter. She stayed there just staring at her child's soft face before she kissed her again and left the room.

'The time has come.' She whispered to herself as she wiped off the tears building on her eyes.

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A loud scream tore the peace waking Lia from her slumber. It was Clay. She was sure of it. Without hesitation, she hurriedly paced to the master's bedroom. Outside the room, servants were whispering to each other before straightening up when they saw her. Something was very wrong. She immediately entered the room, and her father was the only one there, standing and looking straight ouside the window as the white satin curtains billowed beside him, and then, she knew. She didn't need to ask. Leyna had just left them.

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That was eight years ago. Since that fateful day, life was never the same for her. Three days after her mother left, Clay followed.

"Lia, I've asked Auntie CLarisse to take care of you while I'm gone." Clay looked her in the eyes, his gray eyes teary. "I'll be back."

"Promise?" Lia's emerald eyes stared at her father's face, looking for an answer.

"Promise." He said decisively then put his child in his embrace. "And mommy will be with me, so you you be a good little girl to Auntie clare, okay?" He whispered.

"Okay." Lia smiled with the thought of having her family back before breaking off the hug.

"it's time to go." Clay straightened up and looked at his sister. "Take care of her. Won't you, Clare?"

"Of course I will." Clare grabbed the hand of her neice. "May Shantis bless you on your journey."

"Thanks." He turned his back walking out of the door.

'And he never came back." Although it had long since passed, every detail was still clear in her memory. She was now sixteen. There's no more room for tears in a strong woman's life, but still a single tear strolled down her pallid face.

Then came a knock on her door.

"Who is it?" She wiped her eyes.

"Glaise, milady" Said the voice from outside.

"Come in."

Glaise, her personal maid two years older than her, entered. carrying a white rectangular box. "Mistress Clare wanted you to have this. She told me to tell you that you will be wearing this for tomorrow evening's ball in Jade Manor."

'Another ball? Oh Shantis, she never gets tired of finding me a man. I think I can find him by myself.' She thought before she sat on her bed. "Just leave it here, Glaise."

The maid laid the box beside her master before bowing and leaving the room.

Lia lifted the cover and held an olive green chiffon gown to sway in the air. It was a truly magnificent sight. She held it close to her body and looked at her reflection on the mirror.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

A TRIBUTE.

It was but six years ago when the Invictus slowly took form. In those days, mists blurred our vision, enveloping the beauty that would soon be divulged. As time swept by, change was inevitable, but still, it grew until the time came when the mists departed revealing the stone that it has crafted. On the stone were many names, and one of them was "Kevin Aaron Fenix."

Who is this legendary Kevin Aaron Fenix? Who is better to ask than those of whom who were with him for six years which includes me? So I shall ask myself. bwahahaha...

Pwede mo bang ibahagi sa akin ang nalalaman mo tungkol dito sa napakamisteryosong si Kevin Fenix?
---Ah yan si Kevin. Napakabait na bata n'yan. Ang pagkakaalala ko nung mga Grade Five pa kami di ko pa nga narararamdaman ang presence n'yan eh. Para bang wallpaper. Ang tahimik kasi. Ang unang nagpapaalala lang sa akin kay Kevin ay yung mga pictures niya nung Grade Six Field Trip namin. Nakunan kasi siyang kumakain ng chicken ng step by step. Sa unang picture tinitigan nya ang hita ng manok sa susuonod nakakagat na ito sa sa susunod itatapon na nya ang buto. Napakaganda ng mga pictures na ito. Hanggang sa aking paglaon, hinding hindi ko ito makakalimutan. O kay ganda! Lumipas ang mahabang panahon, biglang nagbago itong si Kevin. Nalaman namin na napakagaspang pala ng ugali nito at napakahipokrito nya. Ay shit! Di pala siya yun... Bwahahahaha. So yun nga nagiba itong si Kevin. Mapang-api na rin. Kahit nga ako naramdaman ko ang pagmamalupit niya. Huhuhuhu... Parati ba naman akong pinagbibintangan na nagwala ng gamit nya sa Drafting? Dagdag pa riyan, napakahilig nitong tumawa. Kung noon nakatikom ang bibig nya parati, ngayon dakdak na nang dakdak. Pero kahit naging sociable na itong si Kevin parati parin akong inaaway. Di bale. Alam ko naman na sa kanyang ikabuturan napakamapagmahal talaga siya. Pero ngayong nakalayas na kami sa Grace, biglang iiwan naman niya kami para sa Australia. Napakasama mo! Pero alam naming ito ang nakabubuti sa iyo, Kevin, kaya humayo ka. LUMAYAS KA NA!!! joke lang... Ang maipapayo ko lang ay mag YM ka parin at magpadala ka ng pasalubong sa akin. Byers, my soon to-be Austaralian friend Kevin. Have fun :)

Para makilala nyo pa siya nang mas mabuti, ibabahagi ko ang aming paguusap sa Y!M.
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Sana ay mas nakilala nyo na ang napakabuting taong si Kevin Aaron Fenix. Salamat sa ating source na si Byron Lendl Ong :)

If you have any inquiries about Kevin Fenix pls. contact Mr. Ong at 09228282866.

AND P.S. to my good friend Jayveline Lee who is taking up Advertising in De La Salle and who shot those beautiful "eating-chicken" shots of Kevin: I urge you to try photography :) Ganda talaga eh! ahaha... Pwede mong gamitin sa Chicken Joy ung mga pics na yun! O diba advertising! :)

Saturday, June 25, 2005

A DAY OF MANY FACES.

Just got home. Very, very tired.

A long walk then a tricycle ride then an LRT 2 ride then a short walk then an LRT ride then a short walk and finally a long tricycle ride...

Ran out of breath??? That's how tiring going home is, now. Oh, how precious were those times when I always had someone to fetch me from school.

*sigh*

I hate the damn weather. Puddles of dirty water on the streets. Yucky water dripping from literally everywhere. What the hell is wrong with this place!

*sigh*

On the brighter side, I got 88 in the ME Mock Long Test. I don't want to have false hope. I really, really think the real one's three times harder. No time should be wasted. The hell with rest, I NEED to study! (Am I really saying this? What the hell's happening to me?)

Well... Can't think clearly right now... I'll just share some jokes from my T2 blockmates during our three-hour escapade in McDo. (BTW, we were asked do this taste test on their new and improved(?) Sausage McMuffin, and we were given three each. That was fun, but I'll never eat one of those again. Bwahahaha..)

Here are some of my faves: (Sorry if there will be some discrepancies:)

1. Ano raw ang sinabi ng batang centipede sa tatay nya kaya nahimatay ito?
Sagot: "Itay, pabili ng sapatos."

2. Sino ang kapatid ni Kitchie Nadal?
Sagot: "Barbie Na Doll"

3. Ano ang sinabi ng tinga sa kulangot?
Sagot: "Anong ginagawa mo dito?" (This is gross:)

Special thanks to my sources, Jan San Juan, Cara Adajar, Wilson Co, and Marwin Malaki, for making me laugh a Gracean laugh for the first time ever in my Atenean life. Hehe...

Time to check my ACADS cd :) Nighty!

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

STRESSFUL.

What have I gotten myself into?!! :(

FYI I chose Modern Jazz for my PE and it sucks or in a more truthful sense, I SUCK!!! bwahahaha... Yep I do. (And take note: during my class earlier, I was the only one not in PE attire.) Sad... I can't even reach my toes and stretch out my legs and follow the steps and this list can go on and on... WHY THE HELL DID I CHOOSE MODERN JAZZ!!!

*sigh*

Enough ranting for today. Let's dwell on the (more) positive side of life. hmm... College life seems to be getting better. Of course with the company of some of my blockmates :) It almost makes me forget the dreaded Math 18 long exam next week... Dreaded? Why? Let me fill you in with the facts. The first two Math 18 Long Exams would determine if we the ME peeps would still be called ME peeps... Got my point? bwahahahaha... bwahahaha... sad...

*sigh*

Negative vibes seem to be gushing out of me... This calls for my "Meditation Time." I shall go.

This is the end. For now, of course :) Bwahahahaha...